Hello Melbourne!

I'm finally here in Melbourne, baby!

woohooo!!!

the weather is so nice and cooling wei!
its way colder than Cameron Highlands.LOL.

no heatwave here so far..

anyway, tomorrow i will be busy buying all the necessary things i need to get settled in.

will write a longer post with some pics another time. hehe!


p.s: i miss you guys already! *sobs*

xoxo from melb! :)

Leaving On Jet Plane

All my bags are packed

I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin'

This early morn

The taxi's waitin'

He's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I.........

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you now

They don't mean a thing

Every place I go

I think of you

Every song I sing

I sing for you

When I come back

I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time

Let me kiss you

Close your eyes

I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I won't have to leave alone

About the time when I don't have to say........

This song has been singing in my head for the past couple of days...

the day has finally arrived. i'm leaving for melbourne tonight at exactly 9pm.

i will miss everyone here in m'sia especially my family, relatives, my close friends, besties and of course my lovable dog, Max.

he's gonna be so upset for the next couple of weeks. poor thing.

i'm really gonna miss all the late night mamak/yumcha sessions, shopping outings, movie outings and so so much more :( *sobs*

thanks for the early birthday present babes! i love it alot! *tries to squeeze in my hand carry bag*

i just wanna wish everyone to take good care of yourselves and i hope to see you all in a year's time.

i know big majority of you all are not free to say goodbye as you all have classes and work, so it's alright...i'll make sure that i'll update as often as i can..hehe :)

* hsu zhen~ i'm still waiting for you to cry wei..haha..true tears..LOL *

anyway, i'm done packing and hopefully my luggage won't go overweight even though it did not exceed on the weighing scale at home.

i hope that i'll be able to land in melbourne safely.

to be honest, i'm actually pretty worried about flying alone. i've never flown overseas alone..neither have i transited alone before. So i'm pretty much freaking out on the inside. LOL.

this will definitely be the first thing i'll be facing in my new journey to Australia.


Oh well, that's all for today...

take care everyone and love ya loads!
will miss ya very much too! :)

xoxo

goodbye malaysia, hello australia :)

Emo-fied

Yes i cannot deny that i'm feeling truly badly and deeply emo now.

I was so frustrated just now that simply broke into tears.
i cried and cried out my heart out....

i argued with my mom about my luggage.
it was really frustrating..
i hate packing my luggage.
i really do.

i cried again and again.


i've been thinking these past few days and i've realized something...and that "something" is that i'm actually not that important in some people's lives compared to others...soon when i'm no longer here, things will be different.

i'll be forgotten and whatever relationship with some people will never be the same as before.
they'll move on with their lives and i'll try my very best to do the same though i have never been a person who can really do so as i will always reminsince about the past.

some people take for granted that just because i'll be in another country for 1 year so they simply just think that i'm on some long holiday..

they never bother to think that what if i never come back to m'sia...or what if i'm no longer in this world..

why do you have to do this to me?? why?

don't you know it really hurts me....it really does..
you've changed...you really have.
you've changed the way you talk to me, the way you treat me...

i've kept telling myself that you not worth it and forget about you..

but i can't.

it's not as easy as you think it is.

it really kills me to see you with someone else.
you've hurt me...
you'll never know and nobody will ever know.
we are never meant to be.
if you're happy, i'll try to be happy for you.


i'll try...

The Journey

a new journey is soon to begin.

this journey will be different, of course.

and most journeys are hardly ever smooth sailing.

sometimes you may think it's easy because it's a straight road ahead, but you actually never really saw the many bumps ahead of you.


your journey ahead could be a confusing and winding road ahead.
you may lose your way and face a dead end.

and when you're faced with it, you feel like the whole world is crashing down before your eyes.

everything which initially seemed to go your way, ends up going in the opposite direction.

although trying to overcome this difficult part in life is never an easy task for anyone,

you must and should always try your very best to hang in there and pull through this never-ending bumpy road...

because there will be light at the end of the tunnel.

you'll successfully overcome this difficult obstacle...and find out that whatever happened in the past has made you an even stronger person.

remember that "everything happens for a reason". :) :)

p.s: if you don't get what i'm talking about, just ignore it then...haha...this post is just so random.